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Tony Racecar

by Little Gunpowder

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1.
Want to Burn 02:53
Help me I’ve been living like I'm dying And I'm drowning on my own spit Help me I’ve been wanting what I used Even though it made me feel like shit I know you told me this would happen again I know you told me this would happen again I like living pretend I like living pretend I won’t quit therapy just like I won’t quit you And I won’t kill my self there’s too much left to do And I'll learn from mistakes cause it's what good people do But some times I just want to burn some times I just want to burn Help me I've been fucking up my life By standing absolutely still Help me I've been meaning to clean up But I just haven’t got the will I know you told me this would happen again I know you told me this would happen again I like living pretend I like living pretend I won’t quit therapy just like I won’t quit you And I won’t kill my self there’s too much left to do And I'll learn from mistakes it's what good people do But some times I just want to burn some times I just want to burn
2.
Keep My Cool 01:39
Lovely's such a beautiful word I wish I had things to apply it to Sadness is such a beautiful thing and I wish I had someone to cry to In your mind, I'm a swan and my color is blue In your pool, waters cold and the color is blue Honor's such a terrible thing but it’s something we ascribe to Being dumb is a wonderful thing and that’s how I feel when I’m around you I am full I’m consumed but I keep it real cool I’m afraid of sharp things but I got 500 little tattoos hair is brown I've gone mad so I’ll dye it light blue I am 5 room is pink but I want it dark blue Fuck this world fuck this life I need all blue Fuck your rose fuck this night I need it all blue
3.
Asymmetric 00:57
If she can escape, she’ll be snagged up real quick She wants to have principles, but cement's getting too thick She ignores the lonely, but it’s heavy like bricks Loves get stuck under her skin, digging down like ticks She’s trying to hold on, but the oil's too slick They say patience is virtue, she’s burned down to the wick She's afraid of vaccines, surprised when she gets sick It’s hard to get trapped when love is asymmetric Do whatever to keep you, she’ll do platonic She's sorry she met you, she’s catatonic She’s in flames she’s unhinged she wears bright red lipstick She’s an unlicensed race car wasting her gas on cheap tricks When you finally kiss her, it will taste metallic Blood will flow on to your tongue, isn’t it romantic Because when something is dying, they become synthetic Stuffed full and sown up, forgotten in your dusty attic.
4.
Denial 03:17
I was raised in a garden In some arms that I can not pardon And my heart just never hardened Which lead me to you So I will stay in denial Cus' it’s safer than to see And I, I choose denial Cus' endings are heard for me I never had a father Never wanted mother Should have fell for another But I fell for you So I will stay in denial Cus' it’s safer than to see And I, I choose denial Cus' endings are heard for me I was raised thorn patch grabbed the first light that I could snatch didn't swallow your first batch but I found more like you So I will stay in denial Cus' it's better than an empty bed And I, l choose denial Cus' even when you're gone you're still in my head
5.
Oh I don’t know, there’s so many ways to go, but if I say I might die And how can this be, if all I’ve ever meant to me, is a person I have to keep alive I wanna go back when my vision wasn’t dark I wanna not have a flaming red hot heart But if I wanna get back to earth I would have to put me first No really No really I’m fine And my mind, is forever in the snow Where’s my body, I don’t know where it goes And your highs, will forever be my lows And I’m fine, I just can’t feel my toes I wanna know how silence sounds I wanna know if my feet still touch the ground But if I ever had regrets Well they’ve all been ripped to shreds No, really No, really I'm fine And my mind, is forever in the snow Where’s my body, I don’t know where it goes And your highs, will forever be my lows And I’m fine, I just can’t feel my toes
6.
Laser Queen 00:57
We begged for forgiveness but we were not redeemed Us, here to fuck up your yellow polka dot regime Our sticky switchblade crimson schemes Your classically trained curdling screams My bed is on fire so I sleep in the steam Me who sands down my skin till my clavicles gleam We plate glass slushie bloody queens Us drunken slumber NyQuil dreams Your midnight marching headlight beam My single mother with her saguaro teens Me a sunlit acidic laser beam
7.
Abyss: Good Buys aren't always spoken And my heart doesn't always end up broken The summer before we spent it moping My heart doesn't stay wet it stays soaking And I can admit That once or twice feeling may exist But now that we're out and clear of the abyss I'm done, I've already known your kiss What the Darkness Said: Well it came to me in darkness yeah, it came to me and it said though you might find comfort in the outside love is only in your head. And I wanna shut off everything that's out there shut off and shut in because the only time I ever know what is mine is when I have to watch it end. And I wanna apologize to my mother you know she only wants what's for the best but like every little worm still crawling through the earth, we don't know what's a-comin' next. Not many preachers I know still come around here those who do are just preaching to the deaf because when I go down I'm going way way fucking down to scrape the bottom 'til there's nothing left.
8.
5 Fucks Away 03:23
Things won’t work out this time Things won’t work out this time Say it ain’t so but you gotta go Say it ain’t so but you gotta go Please call me Please call me You're out west, I tried my best I tried my best You're out west, I tried my best I tried my best I’m 5 fucks away I’m 5 fucks away

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Tony Racecar by Little Gunpowder 2019.

an album of longing,
for a car ride home.

this album was recorded in a north Philly home with friends.

dedicated to Pamela Calabrese who continues a legacy of strong women.

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released October 31, 2019

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Little Gunpowder Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

Gasoline girl, scorpion queen, sunlit acidic laser beam.

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