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1.
I talk real loud but I don’t think I really talk loud enough You know all my stuff I can’t really bluff I write my song so I can remember what happened this year It all feels pretty queer Like I’m not here I recently heard of a clinical term they call time blindness I'm in the abyss My eyes never shift I've been trapped in mountains and trapped in dorm rooms I'm familiar with fear Now I chop my hair with shears Now I see crystal clear I know how to take care of me I’ve been singing since the age of three I've been sick since the day I was born I work real hard to quiet the storm I know how to take care of me I’ve been singing since the age of three I've been sick since the day I was born I work real hard to quiet the storm
2.
Tonight 02:32
Are you and Danny K together forever? You’re the reason you’re alone I run the hallways of my home I miss hearing the moan You’re like cold air to me Like a feeling I can’t see I’m rolling up my sleeves They say love is in a glance I just have to take a chance I have a fucked up sense of romance Can we forgive all of ourselves tonight all of ourselves tonight Can we forget all of ourselves tonight all of ourselves tonight Can we forgive all of ourselves tonight all of ourselves tonight (No one’s coming, coming to save you, coming to save me, coming to save me) Can we forget all of ourselves tonight all of ourselves tonight (No one’s coming, coming to save you, coming to save me, coming to save me) No, not all all, I don’t even know Danny K
3.
I remember you always, even on my good days, but mostly on my bad You say to me someday maybe we will escape, but it hasn’t happened yet Tell me you love me even if it’s not true, even if it’s not true I can’t take this one more day I can’t take this one more stay here with you And we said, “Oh relentless time help me out of here, help me out of here” And they said, “Oh I’m sorry but there’s just too much static there, too much static there” Who’s to say if you’re in a good place I know it’s a better place than where we’ve been We may not have been best friends But I knew you all ends And I love you And we said, “Oh relentless time help me out of here, help me out of here” And they said, “Oh I’m sorry but there’s just too much static there, too much static there” And we said, “Oh relentless time help me out of here”
4.
Sanity 02:28
I don’t wanna know how long until you blow my mind I'm just getting old and always wasting my precious time I get looser but I never fully unwind You’re boiling but there just isn’t enough time You’re giving up on me but I gave up on you months ago I saw you choke that day we were high at the GetGo I chose my sanity when I decide let go I could tell you were just another no show I'm trying to learn how to best live alone I'm lonely and you live so close to home I could be further but I used up all my strength to roam I'm tired could you you please just say, “Goodnight Tone” (Ahhhhh) You gave up on me when you weren't there for me months ago I knew you’d choke that day we were high at the GetGo (Skin and teeth and ribs and bones, weed and blood just smell like home) I miss insanity and how you could make me let go (Who are you to throw those stones, this is why I stay alone) I wish you weren’t just another no show (I get sick from all these domes, give me back those cigs I loaned)
5.
I can swallow my pride I'm not scared to die I know the risk But I always need a fix I wish I could tell you that I get better But I'm not a gentle feather I'm more like a rock that’s been weathered by the cold And I’m still the sweetest lover But it’s me who has to duck and cover It’s my own hands around my neck trying to take hold All the glitters and gold, how long eats your soul My hands tremble sometimes when the rope unwinds I wish I could tell you that I get better But I'm not a gentle feather I'm more like a rock that’s been weathered by the cold And I’m still the sweetest lover But it’s me who has to duck and cover It’s my own hands around my neck trying to take hold Take it away Tyler! I wish I could tell you that I get better But I'm not a gentle feather I'm more like a rock that’s been weathered by the cold And I’m still the sweetest lover But it’s me who has to duck and cover It’s my own hands around my neck trying to take hold
6.
I Want You 02:34
We were in the bathroom screaming like hyenas When I was young I never could have dreamed this You’re my best friend, you make me feel nervous Life’s colliding there's always a purpose I live in the chaos it always feels worth it When I'm with you I'm a clown in the circus We’re on the roof and everyone heard us No more masking it’s all at the surface And I want you to make me feel the way that you do Say no more I'm always at your door We were in the bathroom drunk off our brains I can see you and I know you’re insane I don’t want more of the same I want someone to hold me and let me feel pain We never sit still our thoughts always working I don’t flirt I can’t return it I catch your eye I think you are perfect I know that you’ll say, “I'm definitely not perfect” And I want you to make me feel the way that you do Say no more I'm always at your door
7.
Philly 03:23
I don’t look like you no more I scratched out your name that was on my door I burnt your old shirts kept your records on my floor I never felt like this before I moved far away from your mother’s house I called you a rat but you’re just a mouse I fired at you but didn’t warn to crouch Just a couple of kids trying to figure it out At the end of the day all I ever wanted was to feel a little okay At the end of the day all we ever wanted was to feel a little okay I moved to Philly ‘cus I couldn't process all the things that had happened like my grandmother’s death, when you worked on the street where all my secrets were kept, where you told me you loved me soon after we met And you’re allowed to break my heart, but you didn’t get out without some some scars And I know my illness played my part, didn’t it always At the end of the day all I ever wanted was to feel a little okay And at the end of the day all I ever wanted was to feel a little ok And i'm sorry I’m so sorry I’m so sorry And I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry At the end of the day all I wanted was to feel a little okay At the end of the day all I ever wanted was to feel a little okay
8.
Lace 01:39
I wanna hate love but can’t seem to hate you I don’t know why I do the thing that I do I’ve been hungry so long my ribs showing through But that doesn’t stop me from falling for you I've got burns on my hands and burns on my face They'll find my corpse dressed in Chantilly lace And the love that I have can feel like a waste Have a rose in one hand in the other is mace I’m a freak I'm a martyr I’m always in danger I’d put screws in my head if I could stop feeling anger The wounds in my chest give me synesthesia Can I hold your hand this world keeps getting stranger Down in my bead the white walls are blinding I keep the lights off the shadows are haunting I want something bad but its not worth the dying It's easy to burn if you enjoy the lighting Lightning Lightning Lightning Lightning Lightning Lightning Lightning
9.
Prom 03:32
I like to write songs about the daytime I like to right songs about the nighttime too But isn’t it always the in-between that puts me in that kind of mood I like to stay up late, it’s already a quarter past two I'm free to dissociate, wish I was still smoking juuls And I know this song will never play at prom And I know that things can always go wrong And I know this song will never play at prom And I know that things can always go wrong Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Well my mother, she has to realize I'm a young woman now And we had some fun times But when i fought against her It just made me a little sad Because, you know, it it hurt my feelings

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released October 6, 2023

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