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Intro
01:31
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We both love the woods
we both like long drives
I swear I dreamed of you when we were both five
we like to get high
we like to get drunk
I smoke most cigarettes sitting in your trunk
You make me mad
You're my new fad
Even when you kiss me I'll never be glad
Your way to relaxed
its all on my back
I'm way too night to you
I cut too much slack
You like to avoid
I'm not your toy
Said I wouldn't fall in love with any more stupid boys
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2. |
Rail of Spring
03:18
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People that love too deep
Can’t find a feeling that they can keep
Can’t write a love song without the word “me”
Can’t fight the crazy
When the virus creeps
And you are like a rail of spring
Take my breath I see stars again
And love is the final frontier
Sneak up behind it
Don’t go too near
It’s not much of a reach
But every time I’m with you,
I lose the will to speak
I don’t wanna leak
But drugs are my truth serum
And you push me to my peak
I’m scared for summer to start
I’m always up late and singing in cars
I’m always laughing and watching the stars
If you’re there too I’ll show my cards
Maybe we’ll work in fall
Summers deceptive the sirens call
I’m dissolution and waiting to fall
Your face is sunshine I forgot it all
It’s not much of a reach
But every time I’m with you,
I lose the will to speak
I don’t wanna leak
But drugs are my truth serum
And you push me to my peak
It’s not much of a reach
But every time I’m with you,
I lose the will to speak
I don’t wanna leak
But drugs are my truth serum
And you push me to my peak
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3. |
Pink Bath Water
00:55
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we are just waiting
for the warm pink bath water filling up the room
to get to high
pulling us up to the ceiling gasping for air
one of us is forced to smash a window
I want to wind my thumb across your cheek down your jaw
I want to put my mouth in the crook of your neck and fall asleep in a 12 hour frozen kiss
and I don’t want to wake up until the sun in so high in the sky that the light wakes us up
not being able to do these things feels unnatural
our long meandering talks feel like spring again
every day that I get to be around you
for now, I let the water rise around my neck
I know that we are two souls who have become tangled in each other’s
and I know soon
we will have to do something about it
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4. |
Silk Future
04:48
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I’ll stay brave for you
I am always on my own
and the times that you deliver I’m conveniently not home
and I will wait for you
when I am drunk and you are scared
I am sitting on the sidewalk you can tell that I’m not there
and I will cave for you
I almost never feel alright
so I always say I’m sorry after every single fight
and I was made for you
I have no feelings left hide
so please just take me home cus been crying this whole drive
you haven’t seen me for at least two months now
for at least this whole car ride
and you’re too busy deciding if you want me to see I’m next to you
and you can take that sorry and leave it in the shoebox with the playlist that she made you
and I’m not putting in the effort to a friendship I never wanted to an ending I never asked for
can’t escape from you
You are always in my dreams
and if my life’s not about yours then I don’t know what it means
I will pray for you
your ex is worse off than you think
if we ever split up I’m sure you’d jump back in and sink
I’m not okay with you
you’re the apple of my eye
but all we do is smoke weed, contemplate suicide
I’ll be fake for you
tell your friend I’m doing fine
pretend we’re both moving to Bmore like we aren’t gonna unwind
and you get to keep me without having to have me without me asking questions
your love is painful I don’t want it and I don’t want mine ether
I printed a picture from before your mind left me before your body followed
you can keep that along with all my clarity along with our silk future
winters were warmer
when I was at school
because your car had a heater and I had you
now winters are colder
and this freedom is new
even if that freedom leaves me feeling blue
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Back to Black
03:38
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He left no time to regret
Kept his dick wet
With his same old safe bet
Me and my head high
And my tears dry
Get on without my guy
You went back to what you knew
So far removed from all that we went through
And I tread a troubled track
My odds are stacked
I'll go back to black
We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to
I go back to us
I love you much
It's not enough
You love blow and I love pow
And life is like a pipe
And I'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside
We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to
We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to
Black
Black
Black
Black
Black
Black
Black
We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to
We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to black
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6. |
Dear
00:22
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I’m tired of having to work this hard to feel loved
I’m a dear who jumped in front of the headlight hoping maybe the driver will rescue me
is it so bad to want to be helpless
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Clouds so swift
Rain won't lift
Gate won't close
Railings froze
Get your mind off of wintertime
You ain't goin' nowhere
Whoo-ee ride me high
Tomorrow's the day
My bride's gonna come
Oh, oh, are we gonna fly
Down in the easy chair
Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind
In between
What I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine
Love is so confusing there's no peace of mind
If I fear I'm losing you it's just no good
You teasing like you do
I don't care
How many letters they sent
The morning came and morning went
Pack up your money
And pick up your tent
You ain't goin' nowhere
Whoo-ee ride me high
Tomorrow's the day
My bride's gonna come
Oh, oh, are we gonna fly
Down in the easy chair
Lost inside
Adorable illusion and I cannot hide
I'm the one you're using, please don't push me aside
If I fear I'm losing you it's just no good
You teasing like you do
Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind
In between
What I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine
Love is so confusing there's no peace of mind
If I fear I'm losing you it's just no good
You teasing like you do
In between
What I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine
Love is so confusing there's no peace of mind
If I fear I'm losing you it's just no good
You teasing like you do
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8. |
Night Poem
00:55
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sometimes I wish I could let myself express how strongly I feel
Not just about you but about everything
every drop of my blood is magnetic
drawing me out into a metallic sea.
my body wants to drown
I have an insatiable hunger that blinds me, and I haven’t eaten in a long time
I’m afraid if I don’t devour you I will devour myself
I want so badly to feel comfort
to lie next to you in silence listening to your breath.
sometimes at night I have trouble telling if I have already died or not
but if I could reach out and feel your pulse I would know that the earth hadn’t been consumed by fire yet
I have trouble letting myself truly take you in some moments because my desperation is so distracting
but I do know that you are someone special
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9. |
Philly
02:49
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I don’t look like you no more
I scratched out your name that was on my door
I burnt your old shirts kept your records on my floor
I never felt like this before
I moved far away from your mother’s house
I called you a rat but you’re just a mouse
I fired at you but didn’t warn to crouch
Just a couple of kids trying to figure it out
at the end of the day
all i wanted was to feel a little ok
at the end of the day
all we ever wanted was to feel a little ok
I moved to Philly cus I couldn’t process
all the things that had happened like my grandmother’s death
when you worked on the street where all my secrets were kept
where you told me you loved me soon after we met
and you’re allowed to break my heart
and you didn’t get out without some scars
and I know my illness played my part
didn’t it always
at the end of the day
all I wanted was to feel a little ok
and at the end of the day
all we ever wanted was to feel a little ok
and I’m sorry
and I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry
and I’m so sorry
at the end of the day
all I wanted was to feel a little ok
and at the end of the day
all we ever wanted was to feel a little ok
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10. |
Lace
01:40
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I wanna hate love but can’t seem to hate you
I don’t know why I do the things that I do
been hungry so long my ribs showing through
But that doesn’t stop me from falling for you...
I’ve got burns on my hands and burns on my face
They’ll find my corpse dressed in chantilly lace
And the love that I have can feel like a waste
Have a rose in one hand in the other is mace...
I'm a freak I’m a martyr I’m always in danger
I’d put screws in my head if I could stop feeling anger
The wounds in my chest give me synesthesia
Can I hold your hand this wold is getting stranger...
down in my bed the white walls are blinding
I keep the lights off cus the shadows are haunting
I want something bad but it’s not worth dying
It’s easy to burn if you enjoy the lighting
Lighting...
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